1978-04-05

Living crazier day by day
sometimes I wonder if I’ll be swept away
could my fortunes drop me off some edge
I feel the wind sometimes from that precipice

Its not a plan, I’m just staggering now
riding the crest of a good job
and my health
and knowing it for luck and youth

thinking I’ll get used to living alone
and writing poems like these

Rose would have me still
but I can’t find it in me
to give up this quest…

I want to squeeze life
until it reveals why it drives me so

and I’m not sure what I’m after
my youth’s passions will fade
and my lovers eyes will jade
our bodies grow old
and our careers peak

will this questing flame be so strong later
when love’s far behind me
and these illusions fallen away

I clutch it to me
perhaps just a small mirror of my ego
and I gamble everything away
day by day

gallagher
apr 5, 78

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

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