Leaving for Colorado
Brink bound feeling, this, the empty clutching
I write, filled... to empty myself of my experience
dangerous games, these, I play with my love and sanity.
The gray sky awaits me beyond the roof tops
and I wait for synchronicity or sanity or hope to begin
before I leave for Colorado.
I'm rejecting my humanness, somehow, with these experiments
and it's overwhelming me
I'm NOT free of love and love's need.
Did I begin too soon? ...am I too weak...
dead questions, dead
its all as it must be, these days will play their parts
in my education like all the rest.
I'm pleased you share my experiences, Rose
I can't say it with words but with my sad heart
and that full up lump in my throat that
recalls for me, so clearly, your place in my dance.
gallagher
5 jun 75
- departing to see Ron in Colorado
— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —