SamadhiMuse

               I screwed up my courage
               to take the jump
               sanyas…
               I’ve been doing the ground work
               for a year
               fighting, doubting
               deciding, finally, that it was
               a reductionist philosophy
               but knowing that if I came
               Bhagwan and Rajneeshpuram
               might wash my decision away
               But, in the end, it was his people
               that made me see that
               this is what I want
               what I think life should be
               and that the reason I hesitated
               was because I doubted it could be so
               but it is, here and now
               and though these moments may endure
               or wash away
               they are right, now … and I am here
               looking into a possible future
               So I finally came to a decision
               grabbed my heart and went to apply
               … and found out I must wait
                  eeeyyyyiiiii….!
                                 gallagher
                                 03 july 83 – Rajneeshpuram, Oregon

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

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