I screwed up my courage
to take the jump
sanyas…
I’ve been doing the ground work
for a year
fighting, doubting
deciding, finally, that it was
a reductionist philosophy
but knowing that if I came
Bhagwan and Rajneeshpuram
might wash my decision away
But, in the end, it was his people
that made me see that
this is what I want
what I think life should be
and that the reason I hesitated
was because I doubted it could be so
but it is, here and now
and though these moments may endure
or wash away
they are right, now … and I am here
looking into a possible future
So I finally came to a decision
grabbed my heart and went to apply
… and found out I must wait
eeeyyyyiiiii….!
gallagher
03 july 83 – Rajneeshpuram, Oregon
— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —
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