Joan comes and begins to give me such pleasure but I'm not sure what I see or how I feel. My attraction and affection for her are strong. She drifts in and out of my thoughts all day long but Lise has taken me apart so throughly that I cannot see Joan as my 'next' woman. I don't know what I would've seen or felt if I had met Joan before Lise. And, now that I'm here on the other side, nothing is familiar. She's young and intelligent and spiritual and I can see she's beginning to care for me. It's all new. Every thought and passion, every dream and fear. I've traveled so far. I can meet her here but I cannot tell her where we are. gallagher 2 Mar 86
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