A deep anger is flowing like a river in me.
Lise again.
Several days of relative peace after these last weeks
and then the deep mistrust she’s sowed in me
has risen again with a vengeance.
I try to make a stand against it
with some thought of seeing her side of things
but, it just doesn’t ‘play’.
My emotions of hurt and loss have finally come down
to where I can begin to think more clearly
and instead of dispassion and acceptance
I find my anger waiting rabid.
I still do not understand what she’s done to me or why
but it makes me deeply angry
that what I gave her of love
has been returned in such a way.
gallagher
9 dec 85
— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —
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