I wrote a long E-Mail to Sharon this evening.
A long and last appeal for our marriage not to end.
I poured my heart and my feelings out there
and, indeed, it makes me sad to read what I wrote.
But what makes me sadder is that
when I was done and reread it,
my heart spoke to me and told me
that she would not be able to hear me.
She pours concrete behind her
and she cannot come back.
And, without coming back,
there can be no deep forgivness.
I fear she has never seen as much good in me
as I've seen in her.
11 Jan 2010
gallagher
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