Archive for September, 1985

1985-09-20

Friday, September 20th, 1985

Confusion and moods,
like smoke across these hours and days.
The faces of these women.
I am torn by love and joy.
I wander through my mind
playing scenarios of 1, 2, and 3.
Visions of loss, missed opportunities,
terrible hurts and fear.
The clarity of seeing them,
their mother’s love, their compassions.
I watch like a spectator
in my life
weaving these days and months
into questions I’ve never known before.
I want both…I have both,
and yet the months draw on.
On to my self imposed departure
out of my new world
of love and light and compassion.

gallagher
20 september 85
– Lise and Rose

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1985-09-24

Tuesday, September 24th, 1985

Carrying the garbage out at midnight

Small candles are we
small votive offerings against the implacable night
and, if we are alone,
our flame illuminates nothing
but that which is death

for this world, and the things in it,
is made of death
and it waits for us
as we burn
with infinite patience

but, where we’ve come together,
we storm against the shadows
and in our burning
give our small light
for love

and how we burn
and what we give
against the night
is all
we are.

gallagher
24 september 85

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —