1985-12-23

Lise

December 23rd. I’m looking at a rock
on my desk, from Mexico.

Iron brown, lava, and dull.

I remember the sunlight as I picked it up;
Every sense and emotion hitting pleasure.

I look at it now …
like a poem written in passion;
it holds the feeling still.

Today, it’s gray outside … you’re in Mexico again.

And tomorrow my confusion and pain
will drive me to Seattle
to find shelter from these storms
you’ve unleashed in me.

gallagher
23 dec 85

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

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1985-12-23

I’m lost in a jungle of Karmic comebacks
and pain.
Like multiple windows I watch and move through
several stories in these shattered months
of November and December …
Was I too weak, too strong, too honest or too
dishonest?
Am I reaping what I’ve sowed as punishment
or is God helping me to the freedom I need to grow?
I believe he wouldn’t give me more than I could handle
but I temper this with recognition of what
He thinks possible.
After all, He calls many of us to face our deaths
knowingly.

Nothing I have could escape Him if He wished it;
health, sanity, love, family … and life itself.

gallagher
23 Dec 85

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

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