Archive for the ‘Helen K.’ Category

1978-07-28 Eastern Fire

Friday, July 28th, 1978

                     Eastern Fire


Helen ... unfolds like a flower ... stories pass her lips to my wonder ... I,
so unseeing behind my blind passions ... had no conception
of her spirit or her beauty or her depth before


She easily matched me because she is the same
logical and controlled and passionate and willful, all together
her secret spaces eluded my empathy and I thought it to be the culture


But in the soft light, after, she told me of her coming
of Toronto and Vancouver and the places she left behind
and of her lover and of the Canadian strawberry fields


One hundred pounds of fire and logic silhouetted in my doorway
black raven's hair; the light plays on her face thru my new understandings
and I smile to see what a good friend has been my lover all along.


                              gallagher


                              07-28-78 - about helen k.


                              long beach




— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1978-08-28

Monday, August 28th, 1978

Kathleen A.
Helen K.
Kathi K.
and now, Helen O.

How rich it grows
the light seems to never lessen

Diana C.
Carol K.
Beverly S.
Suzanne S.

I can’t believe them all
each one some incredible wonder, joy.

I feel like Siddartha wandering among life’s lures
eagerly passing thru … touching each thing openly
no hurry … just learn and see
whose love, whose real … what I feel.

gallagher

28 jul 78


— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1978-09-03

Sunday, September 3rd, 1978
      The tides in my life are rolling
      these days begin to focus their force on me
      rebirth again...just as I've called for it...again and again.

      The easy paths always divide
      and I'm forced to choose, forced to focus, forced to endure
      where two weeks ago I had it all
      today, I'm looking at chaos and confusion.

      Rose wants me to come back
      Helen's in a mental hospital
      and the other three are stepping away for another look.

      I want to hold on the to clarity of my gut visions
      but they're so easily lost
      personalities, priority conflicts, needs, finite energy
      I'm small against my history, today.

      I know I'm going to take a ride
      through my doubts and fears to some other side.

      If you would, love me, life.
      help me through to the other side...intact
      with all my love and my freedom...and all my dreams.

                              gallagher
                              03 Sep 78

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —