You go away— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —
and I miss the touch of your skin
and the edge of your intelligence,
the pleasure of your sincerity.
But when you are gone
I reflect and read and exist
in the quiet spaces
and there are insights
and different contentments.
And as I seek for truth and light
you constantly come to mind
and I treasure these thoughts
even as I treasure your return.
gallagher
sjc
27 feb 89
Archive for the ‘People’ Category
1989-02-27
Monday, February 27th, 19891989-12-31 – Wedding vows
Sunday, December 31st, 1989Opening
Just as this marriage will be only what we make of it, so this marriage ceremony is ours to shape and share with you today.
There is ceremony and there are the things of our hearts and both have their places here today.
And so we each want to say a little about what it is we are doing here today because, to us, our marriage is a public affirmation and commitment to that which has grown between us.
And we can think of no one we would rather share these affirmations with than you, our friends.
Guests
Brenda Araya
Mike Bryga
Carl Chapman and Denise
Dave Christensen
Christopher Gallagher
Daniel Gallagher
Kathey Goss
Susan de la Portia
Patricia Webster
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Counterpoint
(these were our vows in addition to the pastor’s)
Sharon: That in marriage, we will become one in many ways. We will not erase ourselves as individuals, but we will each think of “us” before we think of “I”.
Dennis: That fidelity is a deep truth that has no limits to its domain. It includes thoughts and intents as well as actions. We pledge absolute fidelity to each other.
Sharon: That continuing growth and increasing spirituality are the cornerstones of our joint purpose here.
Dennis: That habits, assumptions, dogma and taking things for granted are all anathema to what we are about.
Sharon: That honesty and self-understanding are among the greatest gifts we can give each other.
Dennis: That we will not obligate or encumber the other in anyway without their knowledge and approval.
Sharon: That we will never interfere with the other’s growth or self-expression.
Dennis: That we are equal and free from all roles and social expectations with respect to our genders.
Sharon: That we shall constantly challenge our own belief systems in the hope of revealing better ones.
Dennis: That while we may not always agree, we will always seek to understand the truth, where ever it lies, as our highest goal. It matters not who is right or wrong on any issue, only that we find understanding.
Sharon: That in all decisions, we will ask, “Is it for the highest good of all concerned?”.
Dennis: That we will keep no secrets from each other or ourselves. Our hearts and minds are and will remain open books to each other.
Sharon: That in joining our knowledge and skills together, we become a whole greater than the sum of our individual parts.
Dennis: That we enter this marriage without reservations or doubts about either ourself or our partner.
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(and then a poem I read aloud about Sharon – she didn’t know I was going to do this)
About Sharon
I never thought I would meet someone like Sharon.
And, even when I imagined a partner for myself,
my vision fell short of the realityI’ve realized she is.
Her intelligence and understanding are
more than a match for my own
and, like you, I can see only parts
of the wonder and complexity she is.
But there is one part of her, that for me,
shines brighter than all the rest
and that is her integrity.
She is like a bell that has been well cast;
she rings truth and clarity and honesty
in everything she does.
For me she is, and has been,
a challenge and a gift of immense proportions.
Her honesty has invited mine and
her clarity has broken through
the dark shadows of my past.
Because of what God has given me in her,
I once again have
the growing clarity and freedom and purpose
necessary to realize my best dreams.
Her truth and integrity in my life
have meant nothing less to me
than my own spiritual rebirth.
Amen.
Dennis
31 Dec 1989
— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —
2008-04-22 – Dreaming of my sons
Tuesday, April 22nd, 2008
This morning, I returned from Starbucks
and the house was quiet
so I lay down in the bed in the guest room
and gathered the pillows against me.
I found myself dreaming of my older son, Dan,
and he was small, perhaps five.
He was standing on a stool
and we were talking about something together
and, in a moment of my inattention,
he toppled off and fell on the floor.
I picked him up, scared that he was hurt,
and stood him on the stool again
and held him
checking to see if he was OK.
I whispered to him that he was brave
and that he was my very special son
and how very much I loved him
and always would.
I told him he was growing up so fast
and that soon he'd be 17
and grown into a man
and that this time of ours was so precious
and I hugged him against me.
And then, as so many times before,
I awoke surprised and saddened
to find myself
decades into the future.
The smell of his hair, the fineness of his skin,
the trust in his eyes,
the warmth of holding him
and the simple and profound love of that moment
were still there, as a warmth, filling me
though he's grown now and almost 40.
I've had this dream, or something very similar,
many times about both my boys.
Always the love, the the treasuring
and then the awaking and the sadness.
I treasure these secret up wellings
of my heart's past;
these deep emotional memories
that bind me to these boys - now men.
I would call them and tell them what I dreamt,
but I fear they'd think me
an emotional old man having a maudlin moment
in the midst of their busy lives.
So, I'll leave these words here
in my collection of poetry and thoughts
and, perhaps, someday, they will find them
and share this moment with me, then.
A moment so very precious
and present to me now
and yet so very lost and ephemeral
in the curtains of time.
gallagher
22 Apr 08
— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —