Archive for the ‘Irvine’ Category

1983-10-25

Tuesday, October 25th, 1983

 

      Almost inarticulate against visions of armageddon
      too unreal these views emerging from behind
      the everyday facades of stability and order

 

      Patterns forming nets across our family photographs
      everyday images fading to ghostly translucence
      my eyes water looking at trees and children

 

      This deep feeling that we're in danger of loosing so much
      and still we ride to work thru the morning sunlight
      coffee'd and pressed clothes and all unimpressed

 

      Unimpressed by Lebanon or Central America or starvation
      Unimpressed by our growing genetic and ecological ruin
      or the future that all our inattention is building
      for the innocent eyes of those children we spawn and so love

 

      Plastic and possessions, positions and titles, addresses and markets
      these define our tangible realities, blind us to deeper stories

 

      Deeper patterns forming so slowly that we miss them across generations
      like children who's attentions spans are too short
      to appreciate the calculus our blind progress has created

 

      but nature and karmic reality have never waited
      on the conceit of the affected or the responsible
      for permission to play out the wheel of causality

 

                                    gallagher
                                    25 oct 83
                                       irvine

 

 

 

 

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1983-10-28

Friday, October 28th, 1983

People who go on looking for something
can and do find it.
Freddie said I’d always had a hole in me
where Rajneesh or something else
would have inevitably come along and filled it.
And I saw Christians finding Christ
and spiritualists, spirits.

But do self-fulfilling prophecies
invalidate subjective experience?

We each contribute our part
to painting the world we live in
irrespective of why we’ve come to our style of painting
or our motives or our beliefs.

gallagher
28 Oct 83
Irvine – when Freddie spent a weekend


— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1983-11-10

Thursday, November 10th, 1983

I called Helen K. today
and said I wanted to say goodbye
that just friends after what we had been
was not something I could do

It wasn’t bitter or argumentative;
as ever she meets me softly but head on.
we talked about us…what we had been
and why it had been so good…

That we could descent into utter passion
and yet operate with flawless logic
that we never fell into the emotion traps
that wait for lovers who aren’t friends

The afternoon in Palos Verdes when we last made love
in a field of waving grass and warm sunlight
of letters and poems written and destroyed
of consciousness and age, of lifetime friends…and now

gallagher
10 Nov 83


— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —