Archive for the ‘Long Beach’ Category

1975-05-14

Wednesday, May 14th, 1975
            I've loved ... and cannot resist their eyes
               I cannot play at their distance games
                  to maintain control.
            I've known all that this distance blocks
               and that's worth more to me
                  than all its lack admits.
            Seeing their eyes I'm alarmed
               at how much I allow them
                  of myself.
                                 Gallagher
                                 14 May 1975

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1975-05-15

Thursday, May 15th, 1975
         I've lain with her when we made love
           like our souls were melting between us
             til, on the wings of our passion
               we lost touch with our separateness....

         And I've lain with her when it was all just an act
           and the actors were all the same
             and the names would not have mattered.

         I've chased her passion impatiently... often
           only to cling and claw at her patience... empty.

         She tells me I'm looking for paradise,
           some prize over the next hill,
             but she, herself, doesn't believe there's anything more
               and, that of what there is, we've got a lot.

         So now... now I sit in these empty rooms
           drinking wine with my poems and my doubts
             trying to fall asleep... trying to prove her wrong
               and wondering who's right.

                                 gallagher
                                 15 may 75

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1975-05-20 Rose

Tuesday, May 20th, 1975
                             Rose

            Studying along, I'm flashing concepts and theories
            integrating, wondering, organizing, anticipating
            and then WHAM, like a train from a tunnel
            comes the thought that I'm losing her.

            Big ache, you... how you surprise me.
            just minutes ago I was sure I could make it
              sure I could take it
                and here I am again, gathering up the pieces.

                                    gallagher
                                    20 may 75

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —