Archive for the ‘Long Beach’ Category

1978-06-15

Thursday, June 15th, 1978

Its a waiting game I feel myself living
I’m always waiting, my heart’s unforgiving
and the days pass ever so slowly now.

I wake up at three in the morning
thoughts of Rose and my heart’s hole yawning
thinking about all the ways that she loved me
and waiting … ever waiting for love’s return

After work in the evening’s sunshine
I’m driving home to an uneasy waiting time
and these empty afternoons, Lord, they get so long
every moment alone is an agony

I’ve got my son and he waits … he waits with me
for love to find me and make my heart whole

Between the wine and the mornings I wake up at three
I live at work so the waiting won’t bother me.
but sometime, sometime you’ve got to go home

Three women I know that that love and treasure me …
and when they’re here my waiting’s free
but the time they give me is all they can
they all belong to other men

So between these hours of love and the working days
I wait … and wait …
for the waiting to go away.

gallagher

15 jun 78

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1978-06-17

Saturday, June 17th, 1978

They measure me … and I them
my friends … my lovers
we all measure each other
by our capacities and understandings
and, in the relief between us,
we see ourselves

gallagher
17 jun 78

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1978-06-17

Saturday, June 17th, 1978

So it can be anything I want it to be
I wonder if I can chase away my memories
of being loved

Someplace over the edge of this day
waits someone to love me once again
I can wait … I have no choice

And in the mean time my memories can talk to me
and remind me that life without love
is less and less

gallagher
17 jun 78

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —