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1985-12-13

Friday, December 13th, 1985

Spiritual time is not sequential
Shirley MacLaine says, its holographic.

Thus our various reincarnations need not come sequential
but in any order; backwards or forwards.
If mankind truly is on the brink of destruction
then it’s reasonable that we would only hear of ‘past’ lives.

But without the sequential requirement
the end of history, as we think of it,
is no barrier
to our life eternal.

gallagher
13 dec 85

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1985-12-16 December 16, 1985

Monday, December 16th, 1985
                                                  December 16, 1985
                          Hi sweetie,
                 It was really nice to hear from you - It
         surprised me.  I had been wondering about you;  how
         you're managing, how everything is going, how things
         are at work, at home in Irvine, at Rose's, with Kathy
         etc ...  But I was waiting for you to give me the green
         light.  You have to do things your way. You're the one
         who sets the pace now as far as you and I stand.  I
         hope for friendship one day in the future.  in the
         meantime, I know it's rough for you.  Things could be
         worse you know.  I hope each day finds you a little
         stronger.  I hope you will meet a wonderful woman who
         will be ready for you, because by then you'll be ready
         too.  I hope a lot for you, babe.  And I hope you'll
         keep in touch when you feel like it, when it's right
         for you.  Hope to hear from you.  I'll write.
                                       Love,
                                          Lise

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —

1985-12-17

Tuesday, December 17th, 1985

5 am; I awake from an empty sleep
with my heart hammering.

2 months ago Lise and Rose both loved me
and I was agonizing over what to do…

This early morning hour
Rose lies with Jack
and Lise with Anthony
and I sit here, wondering still,
how it all came to be like this.

Addictions I could’ve never broken
these women …
I breathed their love
and saw through their eyes
and faced the world full
of their strength and affection.

Now, if I want either or both
I have to accept their other men,
kill my feelings down to where
its just casual fun,
drop the addictions
and simply love them without need
or that deep sharing
that always seems to lead
to addiction.

Gallagher
17 Dec 85
Tuscon, AZ

— Copyright 1965-2008 by Dennis Gallagher —